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Saturday, April 16, 2005

sell us bluecrack

I've always thought my family was cool, my extended family that is. I've always know my parents aren't cool.
My cousins are all older than me, except for John, who doesn't count because... well just cos i said so.
But yeah, as for my older cousins, when i was growing up they seemed so cool, all athletic and popular. Especially Kellie, she is my only female cousin that i see and she always had heaps of friends, she played netball, basketball and she could talk to guys easily. She was... in a word, my idol. But I look at her now and i can't help but wonder what went wrong.
My other cousins were also very much the same... but male. Matt could have played cricket for Victoria if he wanted, and Shane played underage cricket for Australia.
Shane is 19ish at the moment, and in trouble, he has a 3 year old son, which may not even be his, that we aren't allowed to talk about because my granma doesn't know. And Matt is one HUGE man. as in... HUGE!!! and Kellie, my ex-idol, she has a slob of a boyfriend, who just sits around and drinks beer all day. And she works for a hardware store.

Whenever we have family gatherings i just look at how different my family looks now that I'm slowly turning into an adult. It's really depressing to think that one day i may eventually turn into one of these people.
But things are looking up, if i end up going to Uni, which i do plan on doing, i will be the first in my family to do so. (except for my aunty, but she doesn't count because she got her Bachelor of Arts and did nothing with it. she hasn't had a job for 30 years... and she is like 50.)

or maybe I'll just marry a millionaire and take the easy way out. oh, and P, don't force it!

my life sucks.

- Em xoxo

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