radso this is me.
fetisheswhat you like
wishlistand i want: optimus prime.
Monday, May 30, 2005
the wonderfullness of amytop 10 reasons to love and adore amy chapman
Friday, May 27, 2005
my mother is going crazyI got home today to find all this aromatherapy mumbo jumbo in my room.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
maybe narcolepsy is on the psychology study designI played bass in music today. I was super good at it too! :P
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
cross country + rain + sand = hellalmost 700 people have visited this site since i first added a counter. so if the little counter thing on the left hand side (scroll down a bit on the left frame/table) says 700 - you are super.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
there was a rock band in the '80s who said it so much better than meI had another really weird dream last night, all I can remember was that JD Samson from Le Tigre was an examiner in my group music performance and i was freaking out because i didn't think I had enough choreographed syncronised dance moves. (Le Tigre have awesome dance moves - and JD is an awesome dancer.)
Monday, May 23, 2005
narcolepsy should be on the psychology study designI had a really weird dream last night. Sit tight kiddies, i shall tell you ALL about it!
Sunday, May 22, 2005
without a gun, i'd be defenceless against you.Someone once told me that I bottle things up inside me because I'm an only child. I didn't think it was true at the time. But I suppose it is true. (that person is actually not telling me stuff at the moment. irony eh!)
I'm not exactly sure where I'm going with this. I think i need a sleep. But i can't. Too much study to do tonight.
I really like the look of Korean. I think I might learn it one day when i don't have to do anything else stressful.
I need a hug. I would ask my mum for one, but she still seems to angry/annoyed at me for some reason. I'm not sure what. I've cleaned my room, made my bed and eaten my daily fibre, calcium and protien requirements. I think it might be something deeper. Damn. thats the worst kind of annoyance.
I wish I had a brother or a Sister. each has its pros and cons. I think i'd be happier with a brother. Not only do you get hot older brother friends, but he can beat people up. And I'm listening to "2 Sisters" by Ben Lee - and his two sisters don't get along. But mind you, I can't talk about girls-stuff with a brother. meh. maybe it's for the best that I'm an only child. I like being selfish and self obsessed.
I'm hungry, and it's a Sunday - that means leftovers. hmmm. the worst that could come is caserole... or shepherds pie, or my mums risotto... ew. Then again, it could turn out to be pasta or something yum. but it's highly doubtful. Ok, i just asked if we could have pasta for dinner, and in reply I only got a sigh and a "maybe." Damn.
I have stars tatooed up my arm. I feel like a clown who's joined a motorcycle gang.
- Em xoxo
DIE SCHOOL!I want school to die. i really do. i am going to fail my music SAC and Psych has just gone straight over my head, and don't get me started on Tobias Wolff.
i might go crawl into a ball later and sob. that often works.
- Em xoxo
this love is not obediant, it's got it's own agenda - And it wants to take me over, and it wants to pull you underOk, so the New layout is all done. Hopefully.
I really like it, i think it reflects my personality much better than the old one.
Angus doesn't like it. But i don't really care, it's not his blog.
Next week is going to be pretty stressful for me. I might get my nervous twitch back. which totally sucks because the main reason i will be stressed is because of music, and i can't play well when i my arm twitches every two minutes. (you know what annoys me, in "sleepy little deathtoll town" they sing "facials" like "face-shells" WHO SAYS FACE-SHELLS!!!)
I don't think i have 10 minutes for my performance - the two pieces i have are pretty good, but they don't add up to 10 minutes. I wish we could play the Canon Song. that rocks - but we still can't play it properly. Damn. Amy's group is going to rock, excpet for Anna, she annoys me, why can't she just sing out a bit! everyone else are great... excpet you can barely hear the Vocals.
And don't get me started on Isabels group - she goes to me the other day - "we just had our first rehursal, and it sounded AMAZING!" - I wish i was good.
Next week i also have a Psychology SAC, a Maths Test, IT SAC, Music SAC, and finally an English SAC. Thats a test for all of my subjects. HOW SUCKY IS THAT!!!
And to make things worse, i just ate the last custard thing. damn.
- Em the stressed xoxo
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Im moving Housewell. not really. but i am making a new layout for this blog. So bear with me - i will most definately be having technical difficulties this week. It will also be the last time you see the geo-loc. which is a good thing as it's hideous. and it shits me up the wall.
Friday, May 20, 2005
simply fasteri have been not posting all week because i didn't want to move the "i met ben lee" post. it is still such a dream. i met ben lee by the way!!! YEY!!! (scroll down to see the pictures. they are super cool, especially the one of me and him.)
Monday, May 16, 2005
i met ben lee todayYes, i met Benjamin Michael Lee today.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
I really really really want a Digital SLR Camera. Nikon D70 maybe? or the Pentax *ist D?I thought i would be more sad today. You see, today was going to be the day that i would see Ben Lee perform a full set. Except tickets sold out pretty quickly. And i didn't get one. Then they also sold out for tuesdays show too, and i managed to not get tickets to that either. Poo.
They are supposed to be polaroid's by the way. Sorry for my artistic inability.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Lucy said i was cool, then she took it backLOOK!!! GUYS, IM COOL!!! (kinda)
I just did this ESP test...here's what it told me. and i think its true. becuase i am gullible.
did you know that phlegm is spelt with a p, h and g?i always thought it was spelt flem. how odd.
hmm... i don't seem to be as nerdy as i thought.i just did this nerd test at nerdtests.com and i am not very nerdy. how sad. apparently, 74% scored lower (less nerdy) than me and 26% of people are more nerdy than me. meh. what a let down to the ego.
Friday, May 13, 2005
Have a great Night all Kilvington Formal Go-ers!Wow. formal time again. how exciting!
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
The spielberg achieves reasonable results in benchmark testsIs it wrong to think that my music teacher is hot?
You Got to Burn to ShineI'm looking for a book. I've looked in my local conservative-brighton bookstores, but to no avail.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
It was Mothers Day todayand my mother didn't have a very good morning. she was up at 8 working. You see, it is also my grandmothers 80th birthday today. Or maybe it's tomorrow. Anyway, we wanted to go out to a nice restaurant, but because it's mothers day it's kinda hard to make a booking as all the restaurants have set menu's on mothers day. so we figured it would just be crap.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Colorama Part 2Don't you just hate it when you leave stuff out of the original post?!?!
Colorama Part 1I walk past this particular building site each day whether it be to or from school. I think they are trying to put 16 units on this tiny block. Anyway, so i always walk past this site and normally you have the occassional hotty on a building site, not the case for this one. The youngest guy there is 40. Sore, you come across the occassional hot 40something year-old. (eg. Brad Pitt, Matthew Fox, Johnny Depp etc.) but these guys are all NOT Brad, Foxy or Johnny. So they just recently started work on the front fence. It looks nice, its brick and tall and clean looking - excpet the guys building the fance are not brick, tall and they are definately NOT clean! This one particular dude that scares me the most is toothless with longish grey balding hair. ew.
Monday, May 02, 2005
the day i met scooby dooi just found this picture on Megans blog, its of megan, SCOOBY DOO and my brilliant self.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Sweatshop exploitation is modern globalised capitalism stripped bare: Part 2It's been a week and two days since my birthday, and i still don't feel 17. Should I?